let’s pretend we’re numb – XXXTENTACION
“Let’s Pretend We’re Numb” isn’t just a song by XXXTentacion; it’s a raw exploration of heartache, vulnerability, and the struggle to process pain. Released in 2015, this emotional ballad stands apart from his usual hard-hitting sound, showcasing a softer, introspective side of the artist. Produced by Khaed and featuring a melancholic sample from Yuna’s “Someone Out of Town,” the track paints a vivid picture of emotional turmoil following a breakup.
Beyond the hauntingly beautiful melody, the song’s true power lies in its lyrics. XXXTentacion, known for his unflinching honesty, pulls no punches as he delves into the depths of his emotions. He urges listeners to shed the facade of being okay, highlighting the dangers of bottling up emotions and pretending to be numb. This message resonates deeply, particularly with young listeners navigating the complexities of relationships and heartbreak.
The verses delve into the specifics of a lost love, likely referencing his then-girlfriend Cinthia. He reflects on mistakes made, opportunities missed, and the overwhelming sense of longing that lingers after a broken connection. The rawness of his emotions coupled with his signature introspective style creates a deeply relatable experience for the listener.
While “Let’s Pretend We’re Numb” wasn’t initially a mainstream hit, it garnered recognition as one of XXXTentacion’s “best deep cuts” by critics and fans alike. Its posthumous release in 2023 brought it to a wider audience, solidifying its place as a poignant and powerful representation of vulnerability in hip-hop. The song serves as a reminder that even amidst darkness and pain, acknowledging our emotions is crucial for healing and growth.
Quotable Lyrics:
Don’t you f**king hate it when you hear my name?I feel the same and when you hear this you gon’ feel the painAnd all these ni**as that you f**kin’ with to get awayBut girl, I know you think about it almost every dayAnd I’ll be honest, I be jealous of these ni**as, trueHow you friendly with these ni**as that you talk to?Captivated by your mind and your walk too
